Blessed.

Isn't he like the cutest thing in the world??AIYER!!! He is Rayshawn! =D He's super cute and I can't wait to get back and play with him! =DDDDDD

Somehow, I love the feeling of having something to expect. I can get so pumped up when I have new things to look forward to! Like today's choir really inspired me to express myself in a way. Although I am an ALTO, I'll make the best out of it.hehe...

So lately I've been good lah! Things have happen and we sometimes just have to let it go before it's too late. Conclusion: Don't think so much lah! XD

Assignments and tests are coming real soon! need to get prepared and gear up! =3

All the best in everything!BLESS ME GOD!

And..............Thank you God for everything! =)

CIAO~

What a mess!

Me love Sarawak!

Hey peeps!haven't write for awhile now.yeah...it's been a fun ride!Got to stay in my aunt's house for a couple of days cuz my cousins came over for holiday.It's been dead busy with my school work never ends and misunderstandings of my homework and bla bla bla...assignments are coming! GAHHH!

As a matter of fact,I'm getting chubbier this year and I wish to just slim down for awhile.Not eating a lot at school kinda helps.But the portion they gave is just too much sometimes.If I waste food,I'll be the targeted one later.Ishhh...

Lately,going through some time with seniors and my love life....a turmoil.As usual,hot and cold.Duno what he wants and the most scariest thing is...I don't know what I want!

They say u don't judge a book by it's cover.But he just...well,let's just say if my friends ever see me hanging out with a guy like that,they will die just laughing.Yeah...it's THAT BAD!

Furthermore,sometimes when I "glance" through his pics,all I am thinking was,"What the hell was I thinking?!" Yeah,he gets me,I know.We fought.We tease.We went ballistics over stupid things but I know he likes me.However,like my horoscope says,if I ever get to like someone,I'll get it over very soon.SO...it kinda means that if the guy doesn't do anythg,me=over with it!So yeap...I admit,I AM like that!So the only guy who will never let me get over is if he is a Scorpio...uh-huh...That didn't went well with my ex...ehem...

ok...so habis my chitchat here...

CIAO! ^^

I miss you.

Like always. You are there and I am here. U went back and I'm still here. I almost gave up on you and there u are again. U called me beautiful my dear. That word is not what anyone would just say to me.

Smart.U equal it with the B word. But what meant the most was the way u put Beautiful Mandy into 2 big capital letters and it makes my heart melt! U make time to be with me but I did not do my part in doing so. The night before u typed <3 into my chatbox. What did u meant?

Please dear. These things do not last long...if u want me now u better do so before I let you go. Like I always did. U can take me back anytime but what if I never wanted to come back again? Think dear. Think.

We had a total of 6000 msges together.....

CIAO!

I miss my old blog.

I have put a lot of time into that stupid blog of mine and now whenever i get back to it i miss it...SO BAD!And those things that I reread over will never change becuz that's the real me!no matter hw I grow,there will always be a past. I miss that old friend of mine.Priz,I call her. And all those days were exciting bcuz love was just so blind to me.

And this guy that I adore so much had his hands on this girl already.too bad I guess.What a bad chase! =P

And now I'm here...stuck with my never ending assignments!GAHHHH!!!

ok...low batt!Gotta GO! CIAO!

all about life.

There is some people who just wants to see u fail.They want u to fail so that they can focus on themselves.Have names for themselves.U know what?If u guys really want me to fail so bad...I have no choice.I will try my best to not make u proud.I couldn't care less about what u think.There are people who love me and I don't need you to do this for me.Thank you but no thank you.

God,I know I have been doing many wrong things...But please repent my sins.I have tried everything to make my life better already and it seems that those stress won't stop coming in!Like a virus!I need it to stop!Plz stop pushing me like this!!!This is not even what I want!

I love you God...with every beat of my heart.I am trying to be the better person.I always have.I just scared that one day I'll get really mad and just burst out like crazy!Plz don't make that happen for me plz?

All in all,thank you God for everything.

CIAO! =)

I'm not lucky,just blessed.

Recently,I'm kinda busy.Like of course I am!What the hell did I go uni for right? XD

So everything went sweelllll! XD cept for some moments when I ain't hapi but I try to consider what other ppl think n then i dun feel that bad anymore. =) It's nice to have people surround you sumtimes...but sumtimes...i rather be alone.I duno y...it's just not real to be the other person when u just wana be urself.

and i have been praying...HARD!I hope that all goes well. =)

All is well! =D

okay...gotta go online and get crazy now.. hehe..

CIAO! ^^