and there was spark!

ahaha!I know I know..Maybe I was just being very silly here but there is SPARK!HE CARRIED MY BAG!My heavy heavy bag!HE!Of all people!!!!CARRY IT!And from his eyes when he saw me today I knew he was excited!WOOTS! =D and he even offer to carry my luggage! =D epic epic!tot it was lost but found it back!

even encourage me when I was down with my result...=) hope can see him more often! =)

another one of those crushes... XD

Back at Labuan but not at Campus. =P

oh well...I'm staying over at aunty Felicia's house first.dunwana go back so soon.duno do wad also.haha.

So here I am fbing as much as I can until I go over and suffer...ugghhh...really wanted to stay at Aunt felicia's over the weekend.She said she dun mind but i was really hoping I could.I hate to stay and socialize with the others.And yeah...y not stay over here during the weekends?wad wud I miss out anyway ya?stay here no nid worry abt food sum more.haha!n can study n slp all I want. =P OH!can HOT WATER! XD but the bad thing is I have to wash my clothes when I get back.epic fail...

the most craziest reason?WIFI! =D will plan my schedule.till then..tata! ^^

Cyber-bu//ying.

Watched the movie and loved it! U want spoilers?I got it here on this link! http://amileandtwostepsinmyshoes.blogspot.com/2011/07/cyber-bullying-is-wrongand-spoilers.html

This link above also has all the info on how u can stop them and what to do when u face this problem. =)

BUT!!! If u really don't wana know wad happen then watch the movie! It's really inspiring though. Many people have gone through this but afraid to say so. I stand on my grounds to say that it is the same as bullying physically.

I've been bullied too! But u don't see me hiding out on the dark or sth ya? Just say so when u r and don't let anyone ever pull you down from who u are!

and this is the part where I post really cool pictures about the movie. Ok...maybe not so cool but it's the real deal.

 The mum is helping her daughter in facing the digital drama.

 delete the MADNESS!

 ok...this guy...HOT!

 OK...I don't wanna spoil this so just go dload it if u really wana know wad happen.

 Aww~

for bullies who thinks u're not a bully...just watch this ok?

and everyone too!

It kinda makes u think about what you do and say to other people.

IT MATTERS okay??

Alrite...CIAO!

We must cherish at all times.

Felt really sad and wanted to just cry like a baby when I think about going back there. I felt like the walls are closing in. There is no one there I can count on to!

BUT WAIT!

When I sit here and think...all of a sudden...I thought about my friend, Carrie. I immediately click her name on the fb chat just to consult with her about my feelings. Of course, she gave me a handful of advise. I would have never to step out of that EMPTY AND LONELY HOLE if it wasn't for her. She got me to stand up for myself. The one thing she said that makes me surprise is,"think about this, u're way better than a lot of ppl.. Even in our group of friends.. They can be tough enough, why can't u?"

when I saw this, my eyes became watery. It's like what I wanted to look for but she found it and just gave it to me like that!Words aren't simple to say u know?It's not easy to give advise and confide in people. I'm really glad I found someone to tell me this. I'm really grateful to have met her, really. How could I ever not want a friend like this?I am so lucky and I don't even know it!

I just wana say...Thank you God!To have bless me and to know that I needed your blessings!Thank you very much!I believe in you!Forever and always! =)

From the first day of a story...

Was with my last blog when I open this new one. I believe in change and change must come sooner or later.

So this is my change today. I'm going to be a better person. No matter how hard it takes, I must try.

Whoever is reading this, thank you for coming to my blog and I hope I can inspire you with my life somehow. =)

Once again...have a great life and see you in the next post! ^^