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While I lay my head on the table with my arms, he hugged me and put his head on my back. I can't breathe. And when he starts pulling away I can't think. I just really want that hug again...BAD! So I asked...hard to do it since my whole body is shaking. But he knew so he did it anyway.

When he came back from getting his coffee, he just kiss me on my lips. Like omg...my lips were badly scared cuz well....I didn't drink enough water mah~ xD I'm pretty glad he doesn't mind. =)

ok after that all the parts are CENSORED already....cuz it's really...ehem...and btw,that was only my first kiss. xD Don't ask me how did it turn to CENSORED but it was nice to have someone to made out with. 7 times! On which he counted...not me! GOD I lost control already how am I supposed to count all that? xD

I'm glad.Really.That he waited for me. He even surprised me this morning. I told him I'm outside of the hall cuz I was too scared to get in as I was late..AS USUAL.. =P He sent,"Take care of yourself..." So I thought maybe he didn't get what I meant, which was for him to come out and accompany me. But after a few minutes, someone touched my head and I turned around to see that it was Him. I was damn happy la wei! However, he suddenly look panic and turn around. I thought what happened. When I turned left, I saw my friends waving at me and came over to talk to me. He quickly walk away. Cute. The reason he does this is cuz I told him not to say anything about US yet. I'm really glad he remembered and get what I said. Love him loads. =)

And last night was the first night he did not smoke for a long time already. I really like the way he sat and look at me while I catch my breath and then he stroke my hair and touched my face. That part was all love. I finally found someone who loves me more than I love him. God,thank you so much! It was worth the wait really.

It's 6am++ now and I'm still up.Wonder why?Japanese exam lo~Didn't even started learning man!Die la me!Oh well? I'm going back to sleep later anyway. Gotta wake up at 9:30 later... T.T K lar...darling is asleep already. I gotta do so before he found out! =P

All the best for love! <3

CIAO~

It's nice to feel cared.

Oh what a bummer it was! Wanted to go have coffee with a guy but end up him waiting for me because of my assignments. I thought he would never have waited till the end but he did. What a pity he was tired by the time I finished. He turned down my invitation immediately after I asked him again. xD Oh how bad was I? =P

But the reason I felt happy was that he waited. Really. He was there to offer his help and I wanted to treat him back coffee because he bought me dinner last night. =) Felt happy to be cared about at least. =3

Oh!I FINISHED MY ETHICS ASSIGNMENTS!HO YEAH! Gonna go sleep now and get ready for my TITAS later!Felt motivated from it all I guess. I have to check it back again before I submit but oh who cares about the checking! xD

Carrie actually put a thought to my mind. He asked me weather I will be interested to PLAY him for a month. I wish I could but maybe I'm just not that desperate? Still, honestly, no guy has ever treated me that good for so long already. That's a really good feeling to have. Not that I'm complaining about the other guy but he really brings out the good in me. =)

I owe him a coffee and maybe an invitation to a coffee date at 4am is just all you need to get motivated....somehow. =P

Alrite. Time to get back to my tetris! See ya'll when I see ya'll!

CIAO~

Put it down.

I'm sure most people have seen the post on facebook that tells us to put it down when we are holding on something for too long rite?

So now it's time.We have to do our assignments,yes, but when it comes to thing u really have to do like drinking and eating and RESTING!...DO IT! Dun pressure yourself!Sometimes things get done better when you have enough rest. Not too much though. U know wad I mean..hehe...

Okay.I gotta finish my assignments and will finish it in time hopefully!And will do my tutorial and study my japanese! WAHOO! Time management!hehe!Study Skill got help le~ XD

Orite!I gotta go now! Hope ya'll learn something here. Comment if u have any suggestion too ya! ^^

CIAO!