We must cherish at all times.

Felt really sad and wanted to just cry like a baby when I think about going back there. I felt like the walls are closing in. There is no one there I can count on to!

BUT WAIT!

When I sit here and think...all of a sudden...I thought about my friend, Carrie. I immediately click her name on the fb chat just to consult with her about my feelings. Of course, she gave me a handful of advise. I would have never to step out of that EMPTY AND LONELY HOLE if it wasn't for her. She got me to stand up for myself. The one thing she said that makes me surprise is,"think about this, u're way better than a lot of ppl.. Even in our group of friends.. They can be tough enough, why can't u?"

when I saw this, my eyes became watery. It's like what I wanted to look for but she found it and just gave it to me like that!Words aren't simple to say u know?It's not easy to give advise and confide in people. I'm really glad I found someone to tell me this. I'm really grateful to have met her, really. How could I ever not want a friend like this?I am so lucky and I don't even know it!

I just wana say...Thank you God!To have bless me and to know that I needed your blessings!Thank you very much!I believe in you!Forever and always! =)